So its been 9weeks since I finished work to be a SAHM and boy oh boy have I found it hard to adjust as have the girls, not that I think they didn't want me at home it was just such a change from our frantic early morning routine of where are we going today mummy? Was it Preschool was it Pop's was it Mamma's or was Aunty Debbie coming? NO just at home with mum!!!! The question is beoming less frequent and met with less disappointment each time! At first I was hurt by the fact that they didn't want to spend the day with me and thought that they felt pushed aside for the past 3yrs whilst I worked it took probably two weeks to realise that it wasn't that they didn't WANT to spend the day with me it was just that they weren't used to it!!! And I guess I wasn't as ready as I thought I was.... its hard to slow down from the neck breaking speed my life was running at to the stroll of the tortoise that it is now but I am slowly learning to enjoy it and saviour the precious moments I previously missed out on and looking forward to many more. Thank Heavens For Little Girls.
